So I had been trying to decide what part of my gamer experiences I wanted to share on here first. Although I began my gaming "career" much earlier then when I began online gaming, my experiences with it are something that really developed me as a gamer, so I am going to begin with that for now.
Starcraft was my first online game. It was released in 98' but I'm fairly sure I was 14 or 15 when I started playing it. I had played through all the single-player campaigns and eventually I worked up the nerve to make a battle.net account. That was where I created my first online identity: Dark Mystery. Yes, it was ridiculous, but my main goal was to be as inconspicuous as possible. Even then, I didn't want people to automatically know I was a girl so I picked a name I thought to be non-girly. (NOTE: years and years later I told my dad about using that name to which he replied "Really? No one suspected you were a girl with a name like that?")
And so Dark Mystery was born. I have no trouble admitting that I was a terrible online Starcraft player at first. As any gamer knows, playing against a computer is a VERY different thing from playing against a human. So in short, I sucked. Nonetheless I eventually was solicited to join a clan, not because of skill but just because many clans back then just wanted to boost their numbers. I'm sorry to say I really can't remember the clan name anymore (that makes me a bit sad) but two guys in that clan were my first online friends and were the first people I revealed my gender to. What I liked about them was that while they liked having a girl in their clan (typical response unfortunately), they didn't make a really big deal about it. We would just play together and have a good time. Over 10 years, and I still remember those guys: Tom and Adam. I hope their still gaming. Any how, I began making more online friends on Battle.net and soon, I started to spend a lot more of my weekends playing and less time socializing with my school friends. Don't get me wrong, I did not completely shun human contact (at least not all the time ^_^) but this was when gaming started to take over a little more of my life then it ever had before.
I spent a lot of time with online Starcraft, but then, when I found out that a new Aliens Versus Predator PC first-person shooter had come out in 99', it opened a new chapter of my online gaming life. But that chapter is for part 2!

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